What do you do when everything you have worked for,
Everything you have poured your very essence into…
Is drained away, leaving behind the empty feeling.
What do you do when all your feelings are gone,
You even have a hard time pretending pain or happiness…
But anger comes so easy because you have nothing else.
What do you do when mornings seem endless,
Until midnight is there, the black around you…
And realize that midnight is just the new morning.
What do you do when all you can do, is close your eyes
And feel so much but have no words for the feelings
Have nothing to offer, no way to express, no way to apply them.
What do you do when you can’t even be you
When you are no longer what you thought
Everything seems dull, lifeless, even your own eyes.
I met a girl through a friend in a party and i had words with her ..first interaction ws like ok n hi-hello thn normal talks,,,bt in tat conversation i cme 2knw tat she's distrubed,,,,i dono hw i knw it...well,,,thn i strtd my persnl talks or share wid her,,,,,bt she dsnt trust me she thot may be im just passin my time with her in that party so she dsnt disclose her life ,,so i got it n i give her time to get comfartable wid me well we both gt sme comon interest n all thn slowly she strtd tellin me her life exps.....she was so amazing in her profsnl life that i gt impressed ,,,,,she havin a good life stlye ......all thgs with her a cute doll her daughter n understandin husband,,,,sme good friendz ,,,,,but there is still smthg missing in her life vich holds her ,,,,wtever she told me abt her life as per that i really admier her n respect her a lot,,,,,now we're good friend !!! with her life n exp she touched my heart very deeply (kisi ne kahan hai ki Jis tan lage use hi dard lage).....God Bless Her with wonderful thgs in her rest life....Ameen !!!!
With this lines i try to explain her exp n pain !!!!! I will appreciate you comments on this !!! Thanx